If the current of our mind is not CONTINUOUSLY in God, then our profession is hypocrisy, and our performance is sham. It is just a sometime thing. It is not solid and permanent and real. If we truly HAVE the Truth, it will possess us totally. It will be a continuous ringing in our minds and fire in our bones. Don't be a half ANYTHING -- and certainly not in things pertaining to God and eternity. Be total. Go all the way. Give it everything. In the other way lies frustration and unhappiness, and -- at last -- dreadful, inescapable remorse. Why jeopardize eternity with half-ways?